Okay so I'm writing this to let people know that I am, indeed, not dead. I am still in existence and I've been rather pensive as of late. I don't really know why. It's just one of those things. Like reading Calvin and Hobbes and one of the thingers actually making me think about shit.

So here's what I've been up to lately:

1. Trying to balance having two jobs and trying to keep some form of social life.

2. Thinking about moving out of my parent's house.

3. Trying to get the money for college.

And a few other here and there things. Nothing really major going on....

Be on the look out for some fancy thinger about life coming soon to my account near you

"Not all who wonder, are lost."

My mother said that this is the summery of my life. Is it the summery of yours as well? That's an interesting idea no? Maybe the man on the street who looks like a stoner and maybe he isn't lost. Maybe he's on some kind of quest or maybe some kind of thing trying to find something. I don't know. This was gonna be some kind of interesting debate about something that I can't remember anymore. I dunno.

So here's the deal.

What does the quote above mean to you. Any takers? I'd love to hear what people think. But if people are too lame to comment, then fine be that way. I don't care.

...Okay i care....

But that's so not the point.

DON'T LOOK AT ME WITH THAT TONE OF VOICE!!!!!!!

Hello my minions. I'm trying to find some awesome music and floating around. If anyone knows music that kicks ass, let me know! I'm bored as hell

So i decided to do something based off of a project thing that i've seen recently and it's where people take pictures of themselves posing. i'm thinking about people and their happy faces. if you are interested, then send take a picture and send me the copy of it happy faces are always the best and you can totally be a smart ass about this.

Okay so I just got my wisdom teeth removed on Friday and my cheeks are poofed up to like, 4 times bigger than they are normally and I'm freaking bruised. And you know what I've discovered? IT HURTS LIKE HELL!!!!!! I have an icepack taped to both sides on my face and ice cubes in my motuh in an attempt to either relieve the pain and lower to swelling or to numb my face enough that it's impossible to feel the pain anymore. So anyways, I found this thing and decided to do it because I'm bored and I've really got nothing else to do.

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Andy
2. Sky
3. Pheen

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU'VE HAD:
1. xxdarkeslightxx
2. dark_angel_of_night
3. kuratokimaru

THREE THINGS YOU'VE DONE IN THE LAST 33 MINUTES:
1. Take my pain meds
2. Take a nap
3. Work on my story

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. My almost clear gray eyes
2. Ate some ice cream
3. Cry a little because my sister hi my cheek where my wisdom teeth once where

THREE THINGS YOU DISLIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. My inability to stay focused
2. Socially awakward
3. I have serious self-esteem issues

THREE PARTS OF YOUR ORIGINS:
1. The oldest of 15 all girl cousins, granddaughters, great-granddaughters, and sister
2. I've always kind of been the man of my family (my mother and I)
3. Whenever people find out that I have ADHD, they treat me differently

THREE THINGS YOU'RE AFRAID OF:
1. The Dark
2. My parents finding out that I'm gay
3. Being abandoned

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. An orange t-shirt
2. Jeans
3. The ring my parentsgave me for my 16th birthday that has an emerald on it

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. My ipod
2. A pencil
3. My baby sister

THREE IMPORTANT OBJECTS:
1. Sketch book/paper/pencil/eraser
2. Aminals
3. My car

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS:
1. Evanescence
2. Foo Fighters
3. Superchick

THREE WAYS TO BE HAPPY:
1. Spending time of my grandparent's farm
2. Drawing or writing
3. Being with my girlfriend

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:
1. "Light My Candle" from Rent
2. "October" by Evanescence
3. "Anywhere" by Evanescence

THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
1. Get better at drawing hands and perspective and other art stuff
2. Finish the new chapter in my story
3. Pass all my classes

THREE THINGS YOU REGRET:
1. Hurting the people that I did when I was younger
2. My uncle killing himself
3. Stealing from one of the girls in my school who I hated

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
1. Honesty
2. Kindness
3. The person to actually BE gay

THREE IMPORTANT THINGS YOU'VE GIVING TO THE WORLD:
1. Laughter
2. A different look at things
3. Hope

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE (in order):
1. I started college when I was 18
2. I love to write poetry
3. I am applesauce

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX:
1. Messy hair
2. Odd colored eyes
3. A great smile

THREE EMOTIONAL THINGS YOU LIKE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX:
1. Honesty
2. Respect
3. A good sense of humor

THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
1. Just about any sport (especially if it involves a ball)
2. Sing
3. Talk well infront of a bunch of people

THREE THINGS YOU MISS FROM YOUR PAST:
1. The way I used to live my life (carefree)
2. Fitting into clothes for more than 2 months
3. Being able to find the right shoe size in womens. >>

THREE GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE:
1. A wolf
2. All my school books and a free trip to college
3. The ability to play sports

THREE REASONS WHY YOU ARE WHO YOU ARE:
1. My mother
2. People who I have met and have had to deal with
3. The art I've seen

THREE OF YOU YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. Drawing
2. Writing
3. Video Games

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. Finish my chapter
2. My mouth to stop hurting
3. The ability to make comics

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. A preschool teacher
2. A video game tester
3. Writer

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO FOR HOLIDAY:
1. Australia
2. Russia
3. Hawaii

THREE CARTOON CHARACTERS:
1. Haruhi Fujioko
2. Raven
3. Rahne

THREE BOY’S NAMES:
1. Greg
2. Josh
3. Adam

THREE GIRL'S NAMES:
1. Janet
2. Skellie
3. Maggie

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. Make a difference in a child's life
2. Make my parents proud
3. Learn to actually sing

THREE PEOPLE WHO HAVE TO TAKE THIS QUIZ OR GET TICKLED TO DEATH
1.
2.
3.

BIG/ONGOING WORK
Final paper for school
__* It's got a while
Story
__* It's coming along. Still working out where to go with it

SMALL/FOR FUN/SHORT TERM WORK
Pics on photoshop

PORTFOILO PIECES
I don't have a portfolio