I'm going to lay down some truths here world. I've been thinking about things (the holidays do that to a person. I have yet to find out why) and I've decided a few things. For one, world, I have never set goals for myself. I have vague objectives, but a goal hs never crossed my mind. Goals aren't really a good thing to have. Yeah they're okay when you're trying to do something, like, be the best at something, but what do you do when suddenly, you're the best at that thing. What are you supposed to do with your life. Take Indigo Montoya from The Princess Bride. He spent all of his life till he was like, 20 something to getting revenge at the six fingered man. If you haven't seen the movie, stop reading this and go out and rent it and watch it. It's seriously one of the best movies of all time. Anyway. When he got revenge, he didn't know what to do with himself. He had a goal and he achieved it, but he had nothing left. It's messed up. When you have a vague objective, it's like, yeah I want to do something, but if I accomplish it, there's something else for me to do.

Another thought. I've been thinking a lot about this whole Alice in Wonderland thing and it's really trippy. I've also been in a weird mood. So you'll have to forgive this random thing. Is the world really what it appears to be? Can you take the chance to chase the white rabbit down the rabbit hole? And do you have the courage to face the queen of hearts?

....I swear I'm not on drugs of any kind.

Well world, that's all I have to talk about right now. It's not very interesting and I'm sure rather confusing, but I had to write something, so here's my little something. Enjoy

So here we are my friends/minons. It has been a long time. Many things have happened since I last put one of these things up. For one, i got fired from my job for not being perky enough (which is utter bullshit). I'm going to be putting up some more art because I finally got my scanner working. It's awesome. Just got this new thinger called something that starts with a C...Something about a shell maybe...I'm too lazy to check what it is right now. I am tired and I feel like I may throw up, but I can't sleep. Sooooo here we are.

That was really it. I don't know of anything to say right now. >.> I r high on cold meds. That might be why....

Okay so I'm writing this to let people know that I am, indeed, not dead. I am still in existence and I've been rather pensive as of late. I don't really know why. It's just one of those things. Like reading Calvin and Hobbes and one of the thingers actually making me think about shit.

So here's what I've been up to lately:

1. Trying to balance having two jobs and trying to keep some form of social life.

2. Thinking about moving out of my parent's house.

3. Trying to get the money for college.

And a few other here and there things. Nothing really major going on....

Be on the look out for some fancy thinger about life coming soon to my account near you

"Not all who wonder, are lost."

My mother said that this is the summery of my life. Is it the summery of yours as well? That's an interesting idea no? Maybe the man on the street who looks like a stoner and maybe he isn't lost. Maybe he's on some kind of quest or maybe some kind of thing trying to find something. I don't know. This was gonna be some kind of interesting debate about something that I can't remember anymore. I dunno.

So here's the deal.

What does the quote above mean to you. Any takers? I'd love to hear what people think. But if people are too lame to comment, then fine be that way. I don't care.

...Okay i care....

But that's so not the point.

DON'T LOOK AT ME WITH THAT TONE OF VOICE!!!!!!!

Hello my minions. I'm trying to find some awesome music and floating around. If anyone knows music that kicks ass, let me know! I'm bored as hell